I suddenly don't see the point of blogging. I realised nobody understands you as much as yourself. No matter how much you tell people about your thoughts, they can never know what you are feeling.

So, what's the use of blogging since after writing so much... it's still yourself who understands the emotional rollercoaster within?

I'm not being cynical. That's life. That's how humans behave.

There's something weird about my friends. Ok, maybe not weird but coincidental. They like to give me 'pooh bear' prezzies. I was packing some stuffs to bring to office, and I suddenly realised this strange phenomenon. Tell you what I found :

1. A set of 4 'Winnie the Pooh' mugs given by my pretty cousin

2. A 'Winnie the Pooh' lunchbox and cutleries set given by JC

3. A 'Winnie the Pooh' jigsaw puzzle given by Zhiewei and My bf (when we were still frenz)

4. A paper crafting art piece of 'Winnie the Pooh' given by my ex-tuitor when I scored A2 for my E.Maths for 'O' levels

5. A 'Winnie the Pooh' mouse pad given by my sis

6. A set of 'Winnie the Pooh' bedsheet and quilt given by my sis

7. A 'Winnie the Pooh' floor mat given by my handsome cousin

8. A 'Winnie the Pooh' magnet given by my auntie

Maybe there's more which are yet to be found. But why!?! I've never told them I like Pooh Bear and I've never knew I do (but actually he's cute. I prefer him to mickey and the rest). Izzit coz I have a close fren called Winnie but this reason does not justify coz my cousins, auntie and ex-tuitor did not know. Or do I look like Winnie the Pooh!? Hmm...unsolved mystery.

The pros of working in a big company are firstly - it has a HUGE office building by itself, secondly - it's usually located in business district which is so convenient, thirdly - the employee benefits are good, and last but not least - (what I like most about my company) it's overlooking the sea! But I believe I have not seen the dark side of big organisation yet. Im sure there is. I'm not even sure whether will I like my job scope.

Now when I tell people that Im working for 'blah blah blah' company, they will go "orh...that company huh!? How did u find the job?". In the past, when Im working for small organisations and I tell my friends it's 'so so so' company, they went "what is that? do what one?" See the difference? Now I can save alot of energy for not needing to explain the company's nature of business.

This morning after I reached office, my boss wanted to reallocate me to another department. So in the midst of deciding where to 'dump' me, the HR personnel suggested that maybe I should go have my breakfast and go for a walk. Hence, I went Ya Kun and have a cup of 'teh' and 2 pcs of 'peng loti'. After which, I went MPH to search for the book - 'The Missing Piece' and to realise there's no stock. So I thought to myself since my boss only wants to see me after lunch and then was only 11.10am, why dun I head down to Cityhall MPH? I went and voila! I found my book! I took a bus back to my office, spoke to my boss, and eventually they decided to 'dump' me back to the original department they offered me.

"ok lor, it's fine with me" I said. But actually deep inside me, I wished I will be reallocated.

Hopefully tomorrow the HR manager will speak to me and ask me which department I prefer.

That's my first day at work and being a 'wandaring spirit'. Btw, I would like to praise the good service of MPH's staff, tho' they are not smiley but they are very helpful. Good.