MCS girls



Everyone gets together again after 10 years. Friendship is everlasting with a little effort.

Depression

I thought it was the caffeine. But My doc says it could be stress, depression. Well, I do believe. I remembered JC once told me being too free can be stressful too. True. Stress becoz running low on cash and high on debts. haha. Doc gave me some relaxation pills. Hope it works.

Sleepless Nite

Here I am, blogging away at 4am in the morning. Not that I'm too free, no work and dun wanna sleep. It's becoz I had too much caffeine for the day! Argh!! I felt giddy and wanted to sleep at 1.30am but I can't! My heart was beating fast... so fast that I can't breathe! I thought I was dying soon! So, I thought to myself, instead of lying on bed waiting to die, why don't I juz get up and listen to some music and do some research on caffeine (and the way of dying with overdose). True enough, dizziness, insomnia, rapid heartbeat are signs of caffeine overdose. Fortunately, no risk of losing my life over it. Read that Vit C can help to detox it abit. So I took one, and feel much better now. But still can't sleep.

After researching, nothing much to do, I read through my own blog starting from the very first day I blogged. As I read through, I realised my blog entries are getting from cheery to gloomy. Suddenly, I find myself getting very pessimistic about life recently! Was I rite? I suspected I'm suffering from depression... was I rite? NO!!!!! I couldn't allow myself to land in such sorry state. I have to help myself out! In search for the old cheery joyce...

Thus, I intend to visit my family doctor tomorrow and let him know what's happening to me recently. It's better to be safe than sorry. I know I have support from my close frenz... Kar sent me a postcard after learning about my 'depression'... that's juz so sweet :) Thanx gal *muack*

I think I should tug myself in bed now and try getting some sleep. *Yawn*

For the first time, I felt like crying after a job interview. No, actually I cried.

Herbie

Went to catch the movie 'Herbie' with Winnie the Pooh yesterday, cute show! I like the car.... I have a feeling that volkswagen is going relaunch this super-duper old model again. But I can never afford it, hah. Talking about cars, my dream car used to be Saab Convertible. But that is abit unrealistic. So now, I aim for something of a lower price (half of the price of Saab) - Megane Renault Sport. Thinking of it makes me drool. Pooh bear is already driving, i better catch up!

Winnie wanted to fly to Taiwan next month for a short hols. So we went NATAS fair after the movie... tell u, Singaporeans are real rich! There were so many people! I'm not sure if they only enquire for fun or what... but flights to Taiwan next month are fully booked! See... im rite, Singaporeans are rich. We paid S$3 each for entrance, and I thought with that S$3, I can 'kapo' the fat, round, cutesy aeroplane balloon home... but they have given all out! But I still see aunties insisting on getting one. The beauty of Singaporeans huh.

Monday was the opening of Hong Kong Disneyland, watched the opening ceremony on SCV... I was thinking whether will they have a chinese version of Alice or Cinderella characters ( u know, those mascots) but nope, still ang moh leh... only saw Mulan character is a chinese who resembles Celeste Chong. They were singing the cantonese version of 'it's a small world', brought back the memories of my trip to Disneyland California last year. I love it! Hong Kong Disneyland.... wait for me! Have a date with you in November!