That's it. I've made up my mind.

I decided to find myself a boyfriend who will bring me travelling while Yong is in France. Can't help it but am envious of my galfriends. They have boyfriend who are willing to spend their entire savings on them. Is there a problem with me or there's something not quite right with Yong? I've been with him for 6 years... and we went no further than Sentosa.

Examples, examples. Friend A's boyfriend brought her to Taiwan to celebrate her birthday. Friend B and boyfriend went Taiwan, going Phuket in Sept. Friend C went Hong Kong with his all-so-loving girlfriend. Acquaintance and partner just came back from Hong Kong and heard that they are planning a trip to Australia, already. And many many more which I can't bring myself to name it. Reality hurts.

So, any kind souls reading this has got hunks to introduce or any takers out there who are feeling lonely? *yuhoo* calling out once! calling out twice!.....

I told my sis about it and our conversation goes....

Me: "so good rite!?! envy leh...."

Sis: "aiyah, some gals just so 'xin fu'..."

me: "huh? then my 'xin fu' leh? my life damn miserable..."

sis: "u ah... i dunno leh, maybe your 'xin fu' comes later..."xian ku hou tian"..."

Me: "????????????????"

LATER? How late is later? When I'm 80 years old rocking in my rocking chair? By then he wanna offer me a trip to Mauritius I also cannot walk liao.

Fine, enough of grumbling... this isn't gonna get me anywhere. I shall just stay in Singapore and be a 'kept woman'.